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As I sit in my blank bedroom, I think to myself about the major events in my life. The events that made me who I am.
It starts off with my brother passing away when he was born. Thats was nine years ago. I was never my old self again After that. And then it was the birth of my little brother. When I met him, the first words that came out of my mouth was “is he alive or dead?”. Heartbreaking I know. It wasn’t long after that, that he was diagnosed with a disability so rare it’s simply a number...
22q13.32 duplication. Imagine explaining that to your friends at the age of 9. It causes so many problems which result in 3 different types therapy most weeks.
Things went down hill from there. My school grades got worse and my mental health got bad. I was doing counseling Just to keep me from crying every 2 seconds. I got diagnosed with Severe anxiety, depression and other mental things. I’m now 14 nearly 15 and I have a diagnosis for autism and adhd. Along with learning Disabilities Which make school very difficult. Cause I’m the weird kid at school and I sit with the seniors because I have no friends.
My parents divorced a year ago. Dad wasn’t a good person sometimes. He’s getting better. I still hide out in my room playing video games or talking to my GF so I don’t have to see him. Some people say it’s great having 2 houses. It really isn’t most of the time.
I wonder what it’s like being normal. I guess I will never know. But these events have made me who I am. I may cry every time it’s too noisy but that’s ok.
I’m me. I’m ok
It starts off with my brother passing away when he was born. Thats was nine years ago. I was never my old self again After that. And then it was the birth of my little brother. When I met him, the first words that came out of my mouth was “is he alive or dead?”. Heartbreaking I know. It wasn’t long after that, that he was diagnosed with a disability so rare it’s simply a number...
22q13.32 duplication. Imagine explaining that to your friends at the age of 9. It causes so many problems which result in 3 different types therapy most weeks.
Things went down hill from there. My school grades got worse and my mental health got bad. I was doing counseling Just to keep me from crying every 2 seconds. I got diagnosed with Severe anxiety, depression and other mental things. I’m now 14 nearly 15 and I have a diagnosis for autism and adhd. Along with learning Disabilities Which make school very difficult. Cause I’m the weird kid at school and I sit with the seniors because I have no friends.
My parents divorced a year ago. Dad wasn’t a good person sometimes. He’s getting better. I still hide out in my room playing video games or talking to my GF so I don’t have to see him. Some people say it’s great having 2 houses. It really isn’t most of the time.
I wonder what it’s like being normal. I guess I will never know. But these events have made me who I am. I may cry every time it’s too noisy but that’s ok.
I’m me. I’m ok